"Provocative Thoughts and Positive Vibrations and with Tommy Bahamas and friends"
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[info]justaguy4u
July 18th, 19:06

I am very proud to announce starting Monday on LATalkradio.com... Out of Hollywood, California "Provocative Thoughts  and Positive Vibrations and with Tommy Bahamas and friends" begins!!!!! Starting July12th...Mondays, Wednesdays and Fridays... Riding the Noon time Slot (3pm EST)!...Join us...on the wild ride @ http://www.latalkradio.com / channel 2

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Good night
[info]ljshrink2b

As I settle in for the night...can't wait to see where my dreams take flight...high upon the mountainsides...or down the river for a ride...whatever journey that I go...there's one thing that I will always know...alone again I will never be...because I know you are always beside me. Good night ♥


Good morning
[info]ljshrink2b

The morning greets me with anticipation of a new day filled with no expectations. Smiling from head to toe because at last I truly know…I am exactly where I am supposed to be feeling genuinely happy to be me. So as the day progresses fast…I’ll do what I can to make these moments last.

And when the sun begins to set and fall…I will know that I did all to live each moment completely…paving my path and doing it freely…the path that will take me to where I long to be…and now that because of you I can clearly see…the dreams that I have coming to light…getting ready to live a most spectacular life.♥

have you ever felt like you're all alone?
[info]ljshrink2b

Have you ever felt like you’re all alone?…feeling like you are prone?…to being taken down again…thinking that you have no friends? In the past I have been there..thinking that nobody cared. But then you came into my world and the possibilities began to unfurl. For the first time in my life…I began to realize that I mig...ht…have stumbled upon something so divine…something that I thought could never be mine.

The support and friendship you’ve shown for me…has helped me grasp what I could be. When I was alone you sat by me…when my heart was locked you found the key. When I stumbled you held me up and promised that you would never stop being who you are with me…and helped me continue to see…that I am more worthy than I’ve been told and you will not leave me out in the cold. You gave me courage to stand up strong and let me know that can’t be wrong. Most of all you helped me find my voice…and now because of that I have no choice…to love you so very completely and I can vow absolutely…that my love has no beginning and no end…and no matter what I will always be your best friend…stand by your side for all eternity…despite those who have the audacity to tell me what I feel is wrong…because I have waited oh so long…for you to come into my life…for me to feel so alive.

So I stand here my defenses stripped to the core…vulnerable and exposed and so much more…when I think of you I cannot breathe…the very best is that I can heave…for you alone my heart beats so fast…my blood racing…when I think of your embracing. My love for you is beyond words…so all I can do is try and discern…for you the way I truly feel and hope you see that it is real. So I humbly ask you come with me and see what it is we can be…hearts and souls so enlightened…on this journey still unwritten...

when you walked into my life...
[info]ljshrink2b

 

When you walked into my life that day…I was lost but found my way…your eyes that smiled guided me home…and I no longer had to roam…looking for my other half…the only one that could make me laugh…and cry all at once…made me see I am enough.

Now you’re here and I’m completely whole…no longer am a desolate soul. You bring me gifts every day…and your eyes light the way…down the path I walk tonight…help me chase off all the fright. The magic of your words and thoughts…sometimes leave me overwhelmed. And then as I breathe it all in…I find my center again…and I cannot remember when…I did not love you my best friend.

Feet planted firmly on the ground
[info]ljshrink2b

 

Do you know how you have changed my ways? Brightened all my cloudy days? When I got to that place where I thought I had no more to give…nothing more for me to live…around me it was all crumbling and ending…and all I could do is keep pretending…but along you came and opened my eyes…helped me see all the lies…and that the fear could be replaced with trust…and that love really does mean so much.

Now with your help my feet planted firmly on the ground and my head securely in the clouds...
See More…I follow my dreams without a care...fly through the night air knowing I am not alone…knowing that wherever I am it is home. And while staring down at my feet below…I know it is as it should be…and even if I can’t see…I know you are always there with me. Let me be who I want…without asking for anything and I don’t have to be cut off…don’t have to feel so lost. Can be just who I am now…even if I don’t know how. You are there to gently guide and help me find…the truth that is within me…for everyone to see.

Time changing...
[info]ljshrink2b

 

With time changing who you are...leading you so very far...away from where you thought you’d be...away from where you used to see yourself living a peaceful life...high above the mountain side. But now that time has come and gone…made me wonder where I went wrong…or if it was lesson learned that has made you all concerned.

So I push through the muck and mire...
moving towards my heart’s desire. Rain around me falls at my feet…thinking that it will defeat. But instead of drowning in the fear…the rain will cleanse and make things clear. Wash away that angst and pain…and now I can truly claim: ”I am strong and free and will not break…I run towards the future and gladly take…what is mine that I’ve neglected to see…the gifts that made me learn to be”

I proudly stand in the here and now...feet firmly planted on the ground…knowing it is where I am supposed to be and now that I can clearly see… down the path that I am on…knowing that it can’t be wrong…excited in what the outcome will be…excited to see the new me…I am and will become…

No air
[info]ljshrink2b

 

There is no air to breathe in...suffocating from within. The thickness in the atmosphere leaves me wondering when or where...there will be calm and peace of mind...instead of breathless all the time.

Startled at all that I feel...wondering if it is real. You'd think I said that I am going into space or that I left the human race. But all I am doing is living my way...all I am doing is trying not to stray...from the plan that is now mine...because it surely is the time...to move on and live and above all try to give...back to the world in my own...
on each and every given day. So please be respectful of what I feel and know that my intentions are not to steal happiness away from you...or try to control what you do. I just want to be who I am and follow through on my plans.There could be only moments remaining and time is certainly always fading…but in the now is all I have and that is where I plan to stay living life my own way.

There’s a river
[info]ljshrink2b

There’s a river that flows through the fields of which I roam. Like that river I am endlessly searching; looking for my home. Longing for a place to be…to settle down my soul. Wanting it for only me…needing to be whole.

Forever walking around that path seemingly alone but feeling some connection to another lonely soul. The voice inside guided me to keep on moving through…the angst and desperation that in the past alone has made me do…the things that have lead me down this sullen road, the pain that has made me who I am today. Lead me to the river where my soul mate waits for me to arrive there to start living out our fate.


My love is endless...
[info]ljshrink2b

My love is as endless as the ocean waves crashing against the mountain sides. It flows endlessly circling around the globe like the sands of time.

My gratitude is bursting like the rays exploding in the sun. it has no beginning and no end…just continues moving on.

My feelings for you are timeless from the ice age to the moon….forever I have roamed the earth looking just for you. I didn’t know you were missing or even that I was lost…I just know that I had to find you…find you at any cost. My other half ripped away a million years ago…the piece of me that was missing…a void I could not fill.

The beauty of the unity when two souls collide… is sometimes so intense that I have to run and hide. But not from you my sweetheart but from my shadowed self… The part of me that has searched and longs to soak up all that is your self.


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